Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 2:09 PM
gah, what's wrong with hotmail.com?
i feel like typing,
so ...where should i start from?
how about this?
"you gave me so many opportunities,
yet i never took that chance to speak my faith to him"
right @ that moment, time stopped.
i could only hear my heart beating,
so i made a promise to GOD.
i felt guilty
recalling my past,
which brings me back to a place where i talked to her.
she's the one person i've spoken so much for 21 years.
i do not have many close friends,
and i lose that chance to speak to them.
but for now, at least try.
every single lost souls,
never stop praying.
it's not easy to do so.
both of us, we can talk everything under the sun.
he's the only one FRIEND whom teaches me lessons in life.
that's the kind of friend i wanna cherish, i wanna hold on forever.
but when there's times when i tried talking to him about religious stuffs,
dejected is the word to describe :(
i don't deny that, I fell in love with our friendship.
but telling the truth of my savior GOD overtakes much more than that earthly feelings i wanna say to him.
may or maybe not, don't stop praying.
and that eternal life is the best thing he can get in life for free.
nothing makes me happier seeing him getting saved.
my promise to GOD
courage, perseverance, trust.