Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 11:05 PM
urgh, sucks.
now, i've to worry about time, money, exams,
and worst of all my that useless brother.
i wonder when i can get my things back.
argh,my anger still have subside yet.
neh-neh-pok!
i'm trying hard to isolate myself away from msn and fb.
hai, at least i'm on the good track now? i guess.
i've started studying for my tests next week.
and for upcoming exams during april.
oh gosh, i don't wanna fail again.
that scary thoughts fright me away.
can you imagine? failing 2 times?
means that i'm a complete idoit not suitable for studying.
right now, i need motivation, wisdom and strength :D
if calling someone a stupid/idoit, means they themselves are consider to be one too?
that "she" said i'm stupid today.
i wasn't offended, i was merly thinking about her words.
i felt that she wasn't any better than me.
holding a diploma cert, but working in this kind of environment?
well, her pay was high. but i still find it useless working down there lah.
(judy, you're smart to leave earlier) HAHA
.
i don't want to treat my job as a burden to me.
i've to mugshit.
i heard from mama that my neighbour uncle passed away on monday.
well, i went to NUH to visit jietong last sat and went over to see my neighbour as well
then the convo started with my parents and the uncle.
and so, my parents told my neighbour about GOD.
they actually talked quite a few times,
but this uncle- i feel that he's willing to change and he wanted to change his children.
he never had a chance to do so, and he died.
to me this uncle, i never tallked to him at all since the day i stayed here.
i only see him and smile:) , that's all.
and he's dead.
just like grandma,
the only difference is, i know where's grandma is
