Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 2:35 AM
WHY!?
maybe GOD puts me in that place, for me to learn and also to guide others.
idk.idk.idk.idk.idk. why do they chose me to be that one?
it's the same, like why did GOD chose me out of so many people in this world?
because he loves me. (be thankful)
but, i don't think they love me. maybe.. it's because they want me to do that job.
or rather, learn!
yes, i'm learning. i always do.
but there's always different kinds of way to learn, am i right?
it doesn't have to be in this way.
observing others is also one kind of learning, isn't it?
yet idk if i'm doing the right thing now, or am i guiding anyone to the right path?
am i wrong? why is everything "don't care", "none of my business", "i only do it for the sake of doing", or rather "i'll do it unless i can gain something out of it"
this world is so corrupted
i feel so disgusted! everything is such a failure.
BINGO!, nothing's perfect.
-people take things for granted,
-kids nowadays "生在福中不知福"
they won't know the pain of working just to get the things you want.
my definition of kids = not in the labour force (get what i mean)
-including me, i'm not saying that i'm a saint.
-there's still so much to typetypetypetype.
i'm really not complaining, dont get the wrong idea.
i'm just expressing my feelings in a different way
BUT now, i need sleep.
zzz i'm gonna faint soon :/
ps: be strong, jt.
ps/s: imy, grandma
ps/s/s: i wish earth is a much more better place to live in
