Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 12:14 AM
:) i worked 12 hours straight today!
i've never tried working that long before,
& i broke my record today.
wooweee~
& sad to say, i've got to stop working for 2 weeks
all thanks to rubbish tests.
okays, my leg ache like crazy.
AND reality hit real hard again,
with studying for tests this coming week
my marketing test have 8 topics? to MEMORISE BY HARD!
by next friday, oh thank you!
yea, so see how i study ah. lol.
burn everything and drink it. HAHAHA!
should i or should i not?
even though my mum willing to lent me $ for bangkok.
but expenses is a huge amt i needa fork out.
worrying for $ make me so stress.
plus, now i couldn't even find time out to work.
URGH!
"praying and trusting @ the same time,
he will provide."
okay, greats!
4 more days.
i miss you :)
how i wish you were here.
just trust and believe in yourself,
you can never ever trust someone words,
even though, they are your family or close friends
:)
i'll feel happier, if only there's me alone and not others.
you, make me look @ life differently.
hurt, took away my life away.
everything were lies.
so what is there left for me to trust?
