Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 1:46 AM
fcuk you!
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(conversation was longg-)
literally pissed me off
i've nothing to do with the both of you guys,
yet i was innocently drag into this picture!!
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stop day-dreaming, luh!
i know what my heart need.
it's definitely not gonna be you.
i'm sorry but i did tried.
it's impossible, stop trying so hard.
it's so clearly stated to me but too bad i can't feel anymore.
& you clearly knew that i still couldn't get rid of the nightmares from the past.
what makes you think that i could give you my 100% trust?
c'mon lah! it's never gonna be you!
GET IT!? we're just plain friends!
she was absolutely right,
"if you love her, then make sure you don't hurt her the way he(____) hurt her previously"
sometimes i really don't know if you're(she) likable or stupid?
i know you still love him, but is he worthy for you?
i doubt so..
count the number of times he broke your heart?
did he ever disappoint you?
count the number of times of unrequited love?
did you ever feel that?
count the number of times 你付出的比他多?
can he be someone whom you can trust? BIG NO!
i'm absolutely sure about this.
idk if i'm correct for all of the above but somehow it did happen.
that's why everything ended.
sad to say, that in a relationship,
guys tend to be on the winning side more than girls
pushing everyone to the corners of the wall,
leaving no one to trust,
making me feel that i'm worthless and insignificant to everyone.
he, taught me all out.
and it's because of him,
maybe.. i will lose that someone forever or
maybe.. that right person won't get to appear in my life.
someone quoted:
"People talk bad about you because they have a bigger mouth than you, and a relatively small head."
DO YOU FEEL GUILTY OF THIS SHIT!?
DO SOME SELF-REFLECTIONS!
ass.
