Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 12:02 AM
dear girl,
i clearly understand the pain you're going thru,
all this, they don't deserve sufferings from us.
"If you could ever imagine the pain...
Trying to not look in your direction,
Trying to ignore everytime u happen to look in my direction.
Trying to not think about what you're doing.
Trying to be as far away from you as possible.
Trying to not look at you to find out what you are doing.
Trying to forget about the memories we have in the place.
Trying to not check if you have fallen asleep.
After trying as hard as i could and making everything possible,
just one word from you brings everything back down to 0.
It's like i havent even tried. Tell me, what should i do?
As much as i know this wont work out, it's hurting me so much.
As much as im trying to hide it, i miss him alot.
Who am i trying to kid, how can i break away that easily.
How could i forget. I wont even bare to take his folded heart out of my wallet.
Foolish foolish me, how many sundays will it take for me to get over you."
"It's totally like, HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO ME!?? "
every single word you type out,
i feel the pain, the tears.
maybe to me, i'm not trying.
i'm just trying to run away with my whole life.
nah, it's 0 percent that i could even try.
let it be. facts won't change,
like how my sucky life towards you won't change.
you ruined it.
went six-some dating after church, today
WIFE.JUDIONG.XUAN-TOAST.VANESSA.AILI.GRACE
:D love them!
steamboat @ bugis,
then bought six-some couple watches tgt
:)
damn full *blurp*
HAH!
even had greentea ice-cream ♥
was called back to work tml
WDC SUCKS! lol!
no choice,
had to chiong studies tuesday and wednesday.
thursday is dating day again ♥
five-some this time round, w/o xuan :(
i love you, judiong & wife!
without you girls, i would be dead for sure.
it's like you revive me once again.
be strong! :)
and to freak, thankyou & ily.
i won't forget what you wrote to that person.
how you helped me and encouraged me.
"eh, don't always stomach cramp leh when you wanna meet me!"
HAHAH!
