Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 3:16 AM
i'm back~
wife's back too! with BEARBEE <3
& i went to chop off my hair
wasn't feeling very well.
so i decided!
mum and i spent RM 34 both on our hair.
LOL. it's considered cheap already lehs.
& she's there complaining like mad.
-.- ok.
rushed down, to judiong birthday party
then headed to SL's birthday party too.
:)
spent more than 50 bucks just tonight.
omg, i needa save money for BKK trip.
250+400?
:'(
pleaseeee? thankyou.
i worked like mad, just to pay off my bills, transport & everything.
:(
one holiday trip, gonna bring everything away.
& it's sunday again.
sunday is always a happy day for me,
but not anymore
:'(
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hey bro?
cheer up okays:)
i know exactly how you feel right now,
cos i'm going thru the same thing.
this kind of cheated feelings,
no one will understand unless they themselves feel that way too.
i'm in no position to say anything too,
but dont ever ever ever put all your feelings & trust in her.
there's no promises on earth,
& nobody is worthy of anything.
only time will tell you all this.
of course, i'm not saying that she's a bad girl,
but remember there's always hypocrities around us.
so open your eyes wider, and see the correct person.
you've seen my scenario, you know the best.
don't ever end up like me,
it's too hard to return back to where we're from.
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(maybe) you guys read my blog
i know.. time to me now is just a passing factor,
it's not a healing process.
it just won't get any better, i don't understand.
don't worry, its not hate that is growing inside me.
be grateful, that you still have each other as a support,
what i've say all those, perhaps you might think that i'm lying.
its ok, anyway..
it's so clearly stated
we're all never meant to be, even as making friends.
there's so much i wanna say,
i wanna guilt you with my words. (maybe you won't feel that?)
but now there's no point already.
humans changed.
& it's so sad to see that it's so fast..
so fast :(
