Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 12:05 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUDIONG! :)
& happy birthday to TAN CHEK LIM! :)
i love you, my dearest girl.
remember what i told you,
你一定要快乐。
总有一天， 你会找到属于你自己的幸福.
please call me, if you got any problem.
:D
blogger sucks big time.
couldn't upload photos :(
then, BKK trip?
i feel the stress of saving money.
just to shop, for my pleasure.
that's so wrong of me.
even though, i wish to go
but-
i don't earn so much money
& it's not within my ability too.
curent book: PS, i love you.
!!! i finally got the chance to borrow this book
:)
yay! and went to wait for jess & judiong yest after work.
see i'm such a good friend :)
met xuan toast at cityhall, 10pm.
damn lor. lol
all the shops are closed.
OH, HAHAHA!
& i saw jialun at MS.
OMGGG, he became so tanned,
i couldnt' even recognised him lahs.
fit NS guy. LOL!
walked down flyer, ate popeye, waited for the 2 girls.
ate till they off all their lights. TSK, TSK, TSK!!
took bus home, damn tireddd.
wife bought me things back from BKK!
brikenstock slippers, loves.
BKK again :(
well, see how things go bah.
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mine's not a fairytale.
cos they don't exist in my world.
while others get the privilege of having the entire world in their hands,
they got the things they want,
even if they missed the boat,
they will still be able to turn around and fight back.
but i'm struggling everyday to make myself feel worthy, just that lil bit.
facing with different comments with work, friends, life
my soul is still with me telling me,
"it's alright, it's ok, don't be disheartened"
自我安慰
why am i still like this?
no way!
this is how digusted i felt.
who are you to take everything away from me?
and make me look like an entire fool waiting for something that will never come true.
making myself worthless over this kind of rubbish.
you already intend to hurt people with your actions,
adding another hurt with your words is nothing to me.
turn around and see, pity yourself.
if i'm that cold-blooded like you guys!!
i will definitely shout right in front of you,
"I HATE YOU! WDF, gnd pleasee!"
you don't give a damn, cos
you're this kind of person who got the entire world in your hands.
i'm right, :)
