Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @ 11:10 PM
:):)
WOW!!!
i'm back. haha
judiong miss me, i know!
& i'm gonna meet up with my poly girls tml :)
headache leh. i'm not working regularly,
i'm terribly broke.
plus i need to maintain 500 in my acct.
bloody stress!
mission trip was ok~
people over there were super friendly,
not like singaporeans.
super unfriendly!
the kids there were so innocent and adorable.
HAHAHA!
and i love their life over there,
freedom.
well then, i get to see everyone character and attitude.
and i realise,
being a pastor's daughter wasn't easy.
i saw how everyone look at me in a very different way,
unlike how they see other church members.
I HATE THIS KIND OF COMPARISON!!
i'm not being sensitive lah!
i can see with my pair of eyes.
i'm like always wearing a mask to church.
i cant act normally,
i cant choose to do things the way i want.
so what if i'm a pastor's daughter!?
does it mean that i must do things 101% perfect?
i'm also a human!
i'm still the same as the rest.
so treat me equally!
and that was why i dislike going church when i was young.
aunties will always be aunties!
nag and nag non-stop.
not only my mum,
those 三姑六婆 in churches also !
stop saying things like "its for your own good"
if you really think so,
then stop telling us what to do and what not to do
just shut up! it's very irritating!
好想变成天上的星星
一闪一闪的
哈哈！
