Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 4:21 PM
SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY!
a million apologies.
i'm reallyyy sorry.
i never expect you to feel like this.
& i never thought it would be so serious.
it's my fault,
it's all grace's fault.
i'm blaming myself & i'm guilty.
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everyone is changing,
including me.
i've becoming such an unreasonable person.
becoming someone whom i dont even know.
nobody knows, or even understand.
that bastard, let's call him mr.x
he make me realise that im such a person.
i did many many wrong and stupid things.
i want to change,
but somehow. i cant find that source of courage.
i've always thought that when i dont bothered about him,
things will change and get better,
i even let him scold me for nothing!!!! fyou.
but now, it doesnt seem to be like this.
women are always on the losing side,
and guys always wins!
no one listens to what i'm ranting.
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its ok! he is NOTHING to me now!
over.
what i have in front of me now is something i wanna cherish,
and its something i want to hold onto it.
tell me, is this the correct decision that will last thru my wholelife?
i need it.
