Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 1:51 PM
counting down...
2 more weeks!
well, let's recall what 2008 had given me.
indeed, God is truly merciful and good to me.
i should be really ashamed of myself,
i've always been relying on myself.
and not on Him.
be it exams or rls
it's just like taking advantage of God
sense of guiltness.
different kind of trials and temptations,
lead me to stray away.
Even though, i lost my uncle and beloved grandma.
it's his will and plan to let them free
from all sufferings.
i seen more deaths than life.
not only my closed ones,
but friends also.
at times,
i can't accept the fact that grandma left us so fast.
plus grandma had no sickness at all before she pass away.
at one point of time, i did selfish-ley blamed my uncle for causing it.
cos' grandma doted and loved this son of his.
i think she must be want-ing to "follow" his son.
till now, i still remember how grandma passed away peacefully in front of us.
i did dreamt of grandma, once.
just only once.
she was hinting* to me how frightning it was.
how terrible the coffin was,
cos' she's like kicking the coffin!
want-ing to escape from it
LOL! haha.
i've totally no idea why?!
&then during my yr 3 study path,
i get to know a bunch of crazy people!
haha.
but still i'm in the same class with pris,
for my entire 3 years in poly. lol.
aftermath, i had my FYP
when i got the chance to know vickie,
:)
we share the same husband, okays. lol.
&then i had my attachment now.
everyone says it's a good company,
ya it's true lah.
sometimes i just have to sit there and do nothing,
just to get money. lol
cos' the staff in my dept are just too busy to teach me.
friends dont come easily,
be it in sec school,
or in poly classmates.
or even his friends.
i will always remember you guys.
dont you all forget me.
:)
thankyou , FREAK!!
recently, i was chatting with my mum about further studies.
all the while, i was hoping to get into SMU,
but my grades wasn't doing very well.
so... i have to opt for UNISIM then.
intake is on July, 2009.
another option,
was to further my studies in Australia.
my dad is coming back end of this year,
hence, mum was saying it's better to study in s'pore.
but now, things have suddenly changed.
if it's possible that the uni over there willing to accept me,
i might consider going over.
and dad will carry on his work there.
well, trust and have faith in God! :)
he'll show what's the correct choice for me.
